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I stand before you exposed.
Body and mind, heart and soul.....
All revealed to you.
You hesitate
then look away.

I am flooded with shame.....doubt.....regret.
My nerves hum red.
Rubbed raw by your indifference.
Humiliated by what you saw.
Wounded by what you didn't.
I reach for anything to cover myself.
Wish so hard that I could take it back.
Eyes down so you won't see shame.....doubt.....regret.
My tears betray me.
Down my chest to die alone on the floor.
I shove the tears back.
Breathe deep my wounded pride.
Wrap ot around me like a cloak.

I stand before you shielded.
Body and mind, heart and soul.
All concealed from you.
The remnants of my heart well hidden.....
I hesitate
then walk away.