I stand before you exposed. Body and mind, heart and soul..... All revealed to you. You hesitate then look away. I am flooded with shame.....doubt.....regret. My nerves hum red. Rubbed raw by your indifference. Humiliated by what you saw. Wounded by what you didn't. I reach for anything to cover myself. Wish so hard that I could take it back. Eyes down so you won't see shame.....doubt.....regret. My tears betray me. Down my chest to die alone on the floor. I shove the tears back. Breathe deep my wounded pride. Wrap ot around me like a cloak. I stand before you shielded. Body and mind, heart and soul. All concealed from you. The remnants of my heart well hidden..... I hesitate then walk away.
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